change
I recently keep meditating about “life”. I don’t know why I’m doing it so often but I do it every day almost every time. I thought I am kind of bored in my ‘everyday routine life’. Just wake up at 6:40, eat breakfast at the dormitory cafeteria, listen to boring classes which I often dose off, and get back to the dormitory, studying and sleeping. And those kinds of routines keep going on and on. I’m the kind of person who likes playing, challenging new things, meeting different people, and so on. But my current life can be only expressed by the f-word. Stuck in this school surrounded only by the mountains, meeting the same people every day is not only boring but also suffocates me. As I think about my life in this negative sight, everything around me looks distressing. Every time I woke up and go for morning exercise, I always get irritated and angry, when I eat breakfast I complained about the menu which is absolutely normal and delicious from others’ sight. I hated all the classes and...