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I recently keep meditating about “life”. I don’t know why I’m doing it so often but I do it every day almost every time. I thought I am kind of bored in my ‘everyday routine life’. Just wake up at 6:40, eat breakfast at the dormitory cafeteria, listen to boring classes which I often dose off, and get back to the dormitory, studying and sleeping. And those kinds of routines keep going on and on. I’m the kind of person who likes playing, challenging new things, meeting different people, and so on. But my current life can be only expressed by the f-word. Stuck in this school surrounded only by the mountains, meeting the same people every day is not only boring but also suffocates me. As I think about my life in this negative sight, everything around me looks distressing. Every time I woke up and go for morning exercise, I always get irritated and angry, when I eat breakfast I complained about the menu which is absolutely normal and delicious from others’ sight. I hated all the classes and...

  I remember me dozing off in astronomy class yesterday. I remember joining 25 th waver’s graduation ceremony last Saturday. I remember riding a bicycle along 안양천 last month, January. I remember practicing basketball every 2 hours a day last year. I remember entering KMLA with lots of congratulations 2 years ago. I remember Covid 19 first started in the first month of 2020. I remember going home with my bestie in the middle of the night when I am a middle school second grader. I'll tell you about the last memory. I remember we were talking about Tom Holland. I remember we were arguing with each other about whom Tom Holland will marry. I remember I said he will marry me and she said he will marry her. I remember we chatted about the romance of studying abroad in America. I remember we both imagined a prom party with Tom. We envisaged a handsome captain of American football who plays football in the school stadium with the sunset and also imagined about shopping near the fashion s...